2013/02/26

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ielh fndfyduhla iïnkaO;d ì£ hdug n,mdk idOlhla' fmïj;d" fmïj;sh" ieñhd fyda ìß| foi ielfhka n,k iylrejka m%udKh idfmalaIj úYd,hs' ta jf.au ielfha m%udKh ir< iellsÍul isg udkisl frda.hl ,laIKhla ùu olajd mrdihl me;sr mj;skjd' tmuKla fkdfjhs' wUq ieñhka fyda fmïj;=ka w;r isÿjk iq¿ w?onr j, isg ñkSuereï olajd ielfha m%;sM, úúO fjkak mq¿jka'

fï isoaêh wykak ,enqfka tla;rd mqoa.,sl wdh;khlska' fï wdh;kfha fiajh lrk ;reKshlg mehlg ;=ka y;r j;djla fmïj;d ÿrweu;=ï ,nd fokjd' fmïj;sh fudk úÈfha rdcldßhl ksr; fj,d ysáh;a ÿrl;kh kdo fjk m<uq wjia:dfõ§u fmïj;dg ms,s;=re Èh hq;=hs'ta jf.au ta fj,djg msßñ lgy?la Tyqg ÿrl:kfhka weyqfkd;a wehg nekqï j¾Idjlg uqyqK §ug isoaO fjkjd' Bg fya;=j fï fmïj;d wehj wêl f,i iel lsÍu' fï úÈfha úúO ;yxÑ ud,djla ueoafoa weh wjqreÿ 7lau fï fmïj;dg wdorh lrkjd' weh ys;k úÈhg Tyq ;ry .kafka wehg we;s wdorh ksihs' kuq;a ta wdorh ´kjg jeä nj jgmsgdfj bkak ´ku flfkl=g jegfykjd'
fujeks isoaê ´kE;rï Tn wid oel we;s' hï mqoa.,fhla fujeks yeisÍï olajkafka fndfyda ÿrg “,sx.sl B¾Iahdgj” Sexual Jelousy lshk ldrKh ksid' fï B¾Iahdij úúOdldr fjkak mq¿jka' we;eïúg ;ukaf.a iylre fyda iyldßhf.a wdl¾I”h nj fyda iudcYS,S nj ksid Tyq fyda weh wka whf.a wdl¾IKhg ,laùu wfhl=g ,sx.sl B¾Iahdkj we;s úug fya;= fjkak mq¿jka' ta jf.au ;uka ms,sn| we;s iDK wdl,am ^uu thdg jvd le;hs" uu thd ;rï bf.kf.k kE'& ksid fyda ;ukag weh$Tyq wysñ fõ hehs we;sjk ìh ksid hïlsis B¾Iahdsjla iylre fyda iyldßh flfrys we;s fjkak mq¿jka' ta ú;rla fkfuhs" fm!¾Ifha we;s ÿ¾j,;d" lgl;d" ielh mokï lr.;a jerÈ wdl,am ksid jf.au mar'n, udkisl frda.hl ,laIKhla úÈhg we;sjk ielh ksid;a ,sx.sl B¾Iahddj we;s fjkak mq¿jka'
B¾Iahd.j we;sùug n,mdk fya;=j fudlla jqk;a tys wjidk maÍ;sM,h fofokdf.au fyda tla whl=f.a urKh jkakg mq¿jka' Tn ú,shï fialaIamsh¾f.a Tf;f,da kdÜhah .ek lshjd ;sfí kï tys lshfjk ,sx.sl B¾Iahdsj ms,sn| l;dj jegfykakg we;s'
uE;l§ tla;rd iajdñmqreIfhla ;ukaf.a Nd¾hdjg msyshlska fldgd ;=jd, isÿfldg ;snqkd' weh i;s lsysmhl orejl= isák ujla' fya;=j fidhdne,Sfï§ fy,s jqfka mardn, udkisl frda.hl ,laIKhla f,i ;u Nd¾hdj fjk;a iajdñhl= iu. ,sx.sl iïnkaO;d mj;ajk njg ielhla Tyqg we;s ù ;sìu' Tyqg fjk;a iajdñhl= ;u Nd¾hdj iu. ,sx.sl iïnkaO;d mj;ajk nj fmfkk Nard ka;s ;;ajhla ^Visual Hallucination& we;s ù ;snqkd'
uE;l§ wikakg ,enqkq tla;rd isoaêhl ;reK fmïj;=ka hqj,l fmïj;sh fmïj;d oeä f,i iel lrkq ,nkjd' Tyq wdh;kfha fiajh ksud lr,d ksjhg hkak mafrudo jqfkd;a wehg isf;kafka Tyq fjk;a fmïj;shla iu. ld,h .; lrkjd lsh,d' ta jf.au Tjqka yuqjQ wjia:d j,§ Tyqf.a ÿrl:kfha we;s iEu flá mKsúvhlau weh úiska lshjkq ,nkjd' hï wdldrhlska ldka;djlf.a kulska save lr we;s ÿrl:k wxlhla fyda flá mKsúvhla ;snqkfyd;a ta ms,sn| mÍlaId lrkjd' Tjqkaf.a jir foll maf¾ju iïnkaOh msÍ mj;skafka iellsÍï yd .egqï j,ska'
;u fmïj;dg$fmïj;shg .eyeKq iy msßñ ñ;=rka lsisjl= weiqre lsÍu ;ykï l< fmïj;shka iy fmïj;=ka ie<lsh hq;= ixÄhdrjla ms,sn| ud wid ;sfnkjd' tla;rd iajdñmqreIfhla ;u w¿; újdm;a ìß| ksji ;=, isáh§ fodr cfk,a jid /lshdjg hdug mqreÿj isáhd' Bg fya;=j weh fjk;a wh iu. l;d lrdúh hk ìh'
fï isoaëka j,ska lshfjk foa oeä wdorh ksid isÿjk foa úÈhg Tng isf;kakg mq¿jka' kuq;a fuys wjidk maro;sM,h Nhdkl úh yelshs' ielh fyda B¾Iahdqj jeä jQ úg Tn urdoeóug mjd ta wdfõ.h marln, ùug mq¿jka' tjeks isoaê f,dj mqrdu ksr;=rej isÿ fjkjd' kuq;a l,ska y÷kd.ekSfuka yd ksis maro;sldr lsÍfuka fï ;;ajh u.wrjd.kak mq¿jka'
fujeks ;;ajhkaf.ka iuyrla we;sjkafka wkjfndaOh" wkH?kH úYajdih m¿ÿ ùu" ksis ikaksfõokhla fkdue;s ùu jeks ir< fya;= ksid' tjeks fndfyduhla wjia:d j, ksis u.fmkaùï j,ska yd mjq,a WmfoaYkh jeks m%;sldr u.ska wkH?kH úYajdih j¾Okh lsßug;a" ielh ÿre lsÍug;a mq¿jka'

kuq;a we;eï wjia:d j, .%ia:sh ^Obsessions& fudayh^Delusions& jeks udkisl frda. ,laIK ksid ;ukag md,kh lr.; fkdyels wdldrfhka fï ielh yd B¾IHdj j¾Okh ùug bv ;sfnkjd' tjeks wjia:d j,§ we;eï úg iel lrkq ,nk mqoa.,hd oeä f,i tu ielh yd B¾IHdj ;=, t,anf.k isàug mq¿jka' túg Tjqkag ufkdaúoHd;aul fukau T!IO m%;sldr ,ndÈh hq;= fjkjd'

Tfí fmïj;d" fmïj;sh" ieñhd fyda Nd¾hdj widudkH f,i Tnj iel lrkjd  kï iy mÍlaId lrkjd kï ta ms,sn|j wjOdkfhka isàu;a fjkialï y÷kd.;a jydu ksis m%;sldr fj; fhduqùu;a b;d jeo.;a fjkjd' we;eï úg Tn Tfí fmïj;d" fmïj;sh .ek;a fï úÈhgu iel lrkjd we;s' tfyukï ;uka wehj$Tyqj iel lrkafka wehs lsh,d álla l,amkd lr,d n,kak'

ta jf.au flfklaf.a ielh widudkHhs lsh,d ys;kak kï we;a;gu ielhg Ndckh fjk flkd iel lghq;= iy jerÈ yeisÍï j,ska je,lS isàu jeo.;a' ke;=j ;uka jerÈ yeisßï yß iïnkaO;d yß mj;ajñka tajd È.gu mj;ajdf.k hkak wdhqOhla úÈhg fmïj;d$fmïj;shf.a ielh widudkHhhs lshk tl jerÈhs' wks;a ldrKh ;uhs fujeks yeisÍula ;sfhk flfkla tlal iïnkaO;djhla mj;ajkfldg mq¿jka ;rï bjiSfuka iy iqyoj idlÉPd lr,d ielh ke;slrkak W;aidy lrk tl ;uhs iqÿiq' tfyu ke;sj fokakdu .y urd.kak .sfhd;a iïnkaO;djh blaukskau ì| jefÜú'

kuq;a fofokdgu .eg¿j úi|d.kak wmyiqhs lsh,d ysf;kjdkï idhksl ufkdaúoHd{fhla" ufkdaúoHd WmfoaYljrfhla fyda ufkdaffjoHjrfhla yuqùu jeo.;a fjkak mq¿jka